[She looks down at her feet as she talks about it. Even now, when none of it matters at the end of the world, she's not sure if she regrets being unable to go through with it or the attempt.]
...I wanted to believe that I could live in the world and be something other than a curse on the world. My friends wanted that for me too, but after they died...
cw for past suicide attempts
I tried to end it. Once.
[She looks down at her feet as she talks about it. Even now, when none of it matters at the end of the world, she's not sure if she regrets being unable to go through with it or the attempt.]
...I wanted to believe that I could live in the world and be something other than a curse on the world. My friends wanted that for me too, but after they died...