[ Ah, that is the opposite of what Tokiko just imagined, because she'd been thinking in too mundane terms. Picturing a father who wants to suppress her feelings so she'd obey him, not... whatever this is alluding to. Raven definitely has the more colorful life. ]

This... probably doesn't relate, but I've also fashioned my life around my father. He adopted me at a young age and gave me all that I had, so I felt my place in life was to match his expectations.

Now with him gone, I can decide for myself what I want to do. I'm... finding there isn't much at all.

Do you want something for yourself?